DEPRESSION
Saturday, May 14th, 2005
Aduhaii..horrible..akhirnya zar meletup jugak last Friday..amik MC pasal dah tak larat dah..tak sangka lastly crack down jugak.. baru sikit pressure..tapi dah tak tahan.. aporla..
So on Sat..zar duk rumah diam-diam..sambil relaks.. tgk vcd..haa.kali nih citer korea lain laks..I’m sorry..I’m in love.. sedih jalan citer dier..compared ngan sweet 18.. i felt really sorry for the guy..hari nih Sunday..mcm biase lepaks kat opis..and like usual tade buat mende.. eheh..menghabiskan electric jerla kak oii…takperla..nak siapkan reports slow..slow.. I don’t want the stress getting on me again..especially next week..byk lagi bende nak kene buat nihs…tata miss diary.. i missed my miss diary..
Masih dlm bab stress lagiks..today (19 of May)..zar baru tahu yg my bos MC 3 minggu tuh rupanya pasal stress..kesian dier..even biler dah masuk kerje pon dier masih weak lagi..and today dier sambung cuti sampai 25th pulak..aduhai it’s not easy to handle depression kan..and he can not just let go..
p/s: thanks walad for the care..lama tak chat ngan awak..we seem farrer when actually got nearer kan..
..cuma tak logik sket pasal ader lelaki yg terlalu baik, terlalu positif thinker and terlalu penyabar mcm that guy..too ideal for a real life i guess..tapi kalau betul dpt husband mcm tuh, even me would feel that i’m the best bride ever..cuma antara either real tak tealistic jer.. ader tade pon i think it’s best to leave it to GOD to arrange it for me..kan..He is the only one knows me the best..thanks GOD because I’m always have you by my side..mintak didekatkan hati ini kepada-NYA..walau aperpun badai mendatang..walau apa jua gaya nya..walau sampai bila..
