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Semalam Zar cuti..saja amik cuti gantian khas sempena Agong’s Bday last 4th of June…eheh..bersempena laks ngan JJ Membership Day..he he he..

Tapi tak beli aper la.. Yg masa kat MValley harituh pon tak belanje..maybe pasal early of the month, Zar shopping memanjang..Sogo sale la..JJ sale la..leTiHH..

Still ader jugakla beli brg..beli bantal, bed sheet, CD korea and yg specialnya Baju kurung hijau pucuk pisang dgn kerawang.. tataula..kat mata Zar..cantik sgt warna dier.. mmg dah lama carik warna tuh..mmg sepadanla kalau Zar jadik beli keter warna hijau..zar mmg niat sgt nak beli keter warna hijau ala-ala kete Jazz tuh..hmmm tapi ntahla…kadang apa yg kita nak..jadi lain pulak akhirnya.. biaserlah kan.. kan..

Ingat lusa nak dtg opislah..nak buat Minutes ..yg 2 bulan lepas punya…ahah..and yg kelmarinnyer..Kalau bab buat minutes nihs..Zar mmg paling malas…ayoo..

Hmm..hmm..diam tak diam..My 4-years rummet dah get engaged to someone last 12 of June..Alhamdulillah..dia dah selesai dah..lagi sorang my best friend yang bakal melangkau alam perkahwinan..ehem..myself?? (hahah..only God knows..insya-Allah)

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Kalau nak cari org yg paham banget diri Zar..minah nilah tokehnya..she understands me..even yg Zar sendiri tak paham pon..

mmg masa asal rumet ngan dier..waduhh..mahu runtuh bangunan F2 tuh (hostel kat MMU)..eheh..masa baik ngan dier pon bagai nak runtuh jugak ..yer aa.. we’r totally different wa cakap luh..aduhai.. tapi it turns up later..mmg she’s d best la..she know me all in and out…rahsia-rahsia Zar pon semuer masak kat dier.. aperla yg rahsia sgt tuh eks…?

To her, I wish you all the Happiness and Sweetness…Mudah-mudahan Allah panjangkan Jodoh dan limpahi beliau dengan rahmat-Nya…Amin.. Luv yah..

Waduh..start nak demam dari weekend lepas..pastuh dier start demam..semalamla heavy..tapi tak dpt MC pon pasal doktor kater my fever is very mild..huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..sdg smlm rasa mcm terbakar jer kat dlm..eheh..mlm tadi mandi lambat  semuer…:D eheh..ingat nak dptkan MC for today…tetapi hampa menghantui diri..hahahha..hari nih sihat banget sih…bengong jer..

Heheh..citer org malas nka dtg kerje..actually boleh ajer nak cuti ader 20 hari lagiks..tapi tuhla..dah selalu sgt amik cuti kecemasan..i mean aderla 2-3 kali..tanak biaserkan..kalau nak ikut rasa malas..mmg takleh pakai…Malas sokmo..

Lamanya tak menulis..sorry miss diary..kengkadang ilham keluar membuak-buak..tapi masa pulaks tak sesuai..yerla..masa tuh kene buat itulah..inilah.. leceh aaa.. nih pon..byk kerje pending..cuma kemalasan mengatasi diri skrg nihs.. I need a rest la..to motivate myself I think..eheh..cuti next thursday laa..ader JJ membership day ..eheh..shopping lagik..tak habis-habis…ayoooo…ehh..tapi membership day yg lepas zar tade shopping tau…kira fairla kan..:D

This lately..ader dengar citer pasal rombakan..as you know (:D as if) zar buat kerje supporting for the momment.. I don’t think it’s gonna help me much in upgrading my nowledge and experience..tapi at least dah convinientla with the condition rite now..tapi GM ader kata gaks..ader kosong utk technical..under Pn Zu…if you were me…better zar tukar ker? susah ker nanti? taking the post under Pn Zu..is quite a high risk jugak sebenarnyer…huh. !! better beware..tapi..it’s a chances to learn more.. alahai..Zar muda lagiks.. why do I thinnk like 40 year old lady eks…this is the only time that I can challange the risk kan.. esok lusa sure tak se-free nihs..hmmm.. oklah..nekadla..insya-Allah..if there is a will…

okla miss diary..chowlu…muahs..

Hmm….What’s goes up Must Goes down kata Alicia dlm lagu KARMA..is it applicable to all espects in life? like say..being rich, being tremendously genious, be in love or something… (hmm kenapa tetiba nak ckp pasal nihs eks..ntahla..tetiba jer terpk sendiri..lagipon dah lama tak jumpa miss diary)..

Zar rasa it will not applicable to all scenario kot..yerla..takkanla..seseorang tuh kaya-raya..then tetiba jatuh miskin..ramai what yg kaya dan terus kaya..or seseorang yg genius tak semestinya dier akan jatuh cacat or giler kan..kalau dah genius mmg genius la.kan..or say seseorang yg fall in love to someone..not necessarily will receive the love back.. or is it possible? from someone else maybe..is it?

yg pentingnya zar rasa tahap USAHA seseorang..selain qada’ dan qadar Allahla..yg tuh kita takleh campur.. tapi tuhla..sejauh mana dier usaha utk mengekalkan kebahagiaan dia..kekayaan dia..kepandaian dier or etc..so kat mana-mana pon USAHA yg betul always be the exact answer to all question..sejauh mana kita boleh terus berusaha…hmmm bila dah ckp pasal usaha…what is your OBJECTIVE or MATLAMAT? yerla..apebendernyer yang you guys nak usahakan…kalau tade matlamat..sebab tuh org kata hidup mesti bermatlamat….

Hoho and MATLAMAT laks ader jangka panjang and jangka pendek…terus terang zar kata zar tade matlamat jangka panjang…jangka pendek tuh bykla..and zar tgh usahakan…tapi itupon dah penat and rasa nak mengalah sesikit.. Itulahnyer matlamat kecik-kecik and pendek-pendek…tade continuity…macamana nak muve forward..

Lain dgn org yg tahu matlamat jangka panjang..nih zar boleh kategorikan org-org yg skrg strive nak buat PhD, or yg sdg buat business.. straight jer movement dier…satu demi satu dier kejar matlamat dier..step by step..and tuhan ajer yg tahu bagaimana rasanya being able to finish one-one MISSION tuh..to achieve the so called VISION…

Aduhai dah panjang dah melalut…tgk mudah jer nak kaitkan semeur-semuer nihs kan…tapi semudah mana nak follow the right ways and not being attracted to the wrong..Let us ask Allah to guide..