iF YoU CaN’T ChaNgE ThE EnVirOnTMeNt, ThEN ChAnGe YouRsELf..
Wednesday, July 13th, 2005Kalau bagi zar..I choose to change the environment! pasal mmg paham sangat dengan diri that my surrounding will definitely effects my life (style, behavior, the way I communicate, the way I think etc)..
Argghh…I’m getting old ere..ohhhh my goodness…it’s killing me..terasa sgt lately that I’ve change..I was alwayz so called that Happy-Go-Lucky girl..but I don’t think I’m one anymore..mudah marah, getting tense, serius all the time, strict ntah aper-aper lagi ntah.. KAT OPIS!!..aderla sesekejap jerla I play around with all the kakak-kakak opis..but the rest.. macam org tuer umur 40 thn..
hahah..citer lucu smlm..mmgla biaser org address me with "Puan" ..masa Zar kat telekom nih (muka nampak matured sgt kot?)..tp semalam this fellow nihs addressed me first with "Cik"..but lepas tuh after Zar ckp ngan dier ..terus dier panggil "Puan".. Hahah..nampak sgt..mesti the way I spoke tuh mcm org2 tuer marah org..kuwang..kuwang…
Then tadila.. Umi ckp..dier kata "There are only two ways..It’s either I change the environment or Change myself"..dier kata susah nak change the environment..so change yourself la..come on..ingat senang ker? semuer org pon kata..sabar..kurangkan marah..but reality…macamana you nak control tuh.. It’s spontaneous..sebab tuh Zar rasa lagi mudah change environment..bukan maksudnyer, kita ubah the way people surrounding works la..itu mmg payah and need a lot of efforts/wills (pernah gaks buat..tak jalan)..but It’s a lot easier to change the work environment..know what I meant? tukar kerje la…I thing I should put a stop somewhere for this torture..eheh..and try to get more TORTURE? oh no..no..no —> dialog Aloyah, housemet punyer niece yg belajar2 ckp omputeh…ater commelnyer..