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lama tak menulis..sebenarnya..I’m waiting to write something nice today..yerla after so long Zar asyik mourning jer kat blog nihs..yet the luck was not in my side yesterday so again I’m frustrated…kah..kah..smlm ptg jerla (10 minutes yg malang I would say)..tade rezeki..nak buat cemana kan..

But what touched me most was when a fren of mine told me "takper..rezeki Allah tak pernah putus.." what a promise! mmg buat Zar sedar smlm.. I was too worried about myself getting broke after I started the car payment this month.. mmg pasrah.. I don’t have the freedom to buy..started to frequently check my bank accounts..starts to do the budgetting for the Hari Raya.. mmg takkan cukupla duit kalau stakat berharap pada gaji yg dah tinggal ciput tuh…Tapi tuhla.. bukannyer dah tade simpanan..kenapa nak takut sgt..confius betulla..being so Zarina..frantic tak tentu pasal..

ok till then.. "rezeki Allah tak pernah putus"..thanks K Fiza..

p/s: when you read about myself being to moody in my blog..it is just because that I am desperately need a place to permanently parked my misery somehow…

Ntahla..bende nihsla yg Zar nak kene luahkan pagi-pagi nihs so that I won’t bother about it for the rest of the day…makin lama makin teruk my driving…today lagi teruk..Zar terlanggar keta org pulaks…though siket jer (luckily)..tapi impact dier to me..isk..

Macamana eks…org kata kene practice…tapi makin lama bawak makin teruk.. then..baik tak payah bawak..dulu masa amik driving lesson pon mcm nihs..makin lama bawak makin teruk…fed up la mcm nih..mcm useless pulaks..

ntahla..tak tahulah nak kata apa..I really feel down la today..hope sekejap jer…Oh God..where did I go wrong today..

Akhirnya..Zar dapat ample time to write about my first-time experience of attending an award giving ceremony @ Anugerah Era 2005…banyak case betul sblm pegi tuh.. 1stly pasal tema dier fun and funky..jenuh jugakla pk nak pakai baju aper..akhir-akhir pakai jer baju aper-aper..bukannyer artis..2ndly masa nak gie tuh..tgn kiri Zar punyalah berdenyut2..mmg dah terkehel since Friday..tambah pulak dgn keaktifan Zar that saturday morning..apalaga..activity basuh keter and basuh baju la…tapi akhirnya Zar gie jugak pasal Zai sampai dah nak merajuk dah..siap threaten lagiks..

Anyway the nite was fabulous…stage dier lawa..performance by artist was superp except for some..apek mmg lawak tak terhingga..and sexyy…

Yg tak bestnyer…kitorang (ehh lupa nak kenalkan..kitorang means Niza and her sis, Zai and me :D) dpt seats hujung nun kat kedah nun..worse I didn’t bring my spek..hahah..mmg nasib…mlm tuh mcm org buta gie concerts.. org dok gelak..kita dok compius..awatnyer depa gelak?!! … X_X

Yg lagi Zar tak puas hati is this Watcha girl… aduhaii..dlm Zar tak nampak sgt nih..part dier pakai sexy tuh zar nampak..sedih tgk..serius..Zar mmg puas hati biler the next day..ramai org kutuk dier dalam ERA…bukan aper..just at least she knows that there’s alot of Malaysian still care about her being so damn sexy..dahla satu Malaysia tgk..tak fun and funky langsung come on la..

hahah..pagi-pagi dah mengutuk org..pasal terlebih tido mlm smlm .. ekeks..salahkan tido laks..what to do..

Lastly..special thanks to wanita ini..Aniza Asri pasal ajak gie.. Zai yg memandu keta..and adek Niza yg mengambil gambau..sebab tuh dier tade dlm gambar

jeng..jeng..jeng…harinih wanita bernama Laily sampai dari surrey..ehh iyer ker? ker sampai semalam eks? tak sure..tapi dier amik flight semalam…waahhh rindunya kat dier…rindu gaks kat Cik Senah..mesti dier dah sampai jugak..tinggal Taker jer..dier balik lambat sket ngan Lond pasal ader project besar-besaran kat Surrey..ntah success ntah tak…eheh..haha..jahat jer..

Wahhh dah boleh merewang .. aku merdeka!! alangkah bahagianya ada boss eks..setelah sekian lama..hmm..diam tak diam dah 4 bulan jugak aku memangku post bost aku merangkap ‘kuli’ la bahasa pasarnya..

Semejak bos baru masuk, 1st sept harituh..aderla aku terasa sket..mcm dah tak diperlukan..culture shock beb..pasal tade keje..boleh goyang kaki…ader masa utk pk aper yg perlu aku buat eks..gossip ngan syafa..eheh..tapi hari nih dah ok… almaklum..alah biasa tegal biase since  I took the feeling positively..

1) aku boleh rehat sakan sblm join SMO..waduh tebyg2 kesibukan aku masa join unit tuh nanti.

2) utk prepare bakal pengganti aku menghadapi masa depan.

hmm..tapi satu jerla..aku nih jenis mati kutu sket kalau tade kerje..habis-habis pon aku dok menulis blog nihla..dah la nak chatting pon takleh..mcm nih baik aku gie SMO cecepat kan… eheh..terpaksalah mintak cerai awal ngan bos skrg nihs.. "bos, kalau mcm nihs..hantar saya balik rumah mak saya!"

Waduh…lama betul tak menulis..apa taknya..masa Zar free jer Update Bloqg tak function.. masa busy..ramai pulak Zar tgk org update blog.. isk..pain in the neck betul..

Okla.. today nak citer pasal my new ozzy.. saper OZZY? eheh..GF baru..she is actually my first CARRRRRRRR..whuiiyoooo..after how many years eks.. haa.. I dream of having a car since 2002. First  month keje as a totur dah plan nak beli keter..tp tunda..tunda.. sampaila..2005 nak abis dah.. ader hikmahnye tunda beli keter..kot tak..tak sampaila Zar ker UK..and believe it or not..kalau bukan pasal Zar beli keter kali ni.. Maybe Zar dah pegi ke Labuan skrg nihs..keje kat sana..

Betullah beli kete nih satu liabiliti..macam having a family jugak..I understand that we have to surrender something to get something kan.. in this case..it is my freedom to be robust and fluctuating (I think)…what I ment is that..kalau before Zar tak kesah utk tukar keje ker..nak stay kat mesia ke..or nak berhijrah ker..skrg nihs dah takleh..one of my leg had been burried in TM I guess..

Harituh amik Ozzy on the 17th of August..Plat no WNE 2803..next few days nyer zar dah berjaya remukkan sikit bumper dier..hempehs.. ..7 tahun tak drive woo..series cuak..kawan jer yg drive masa awal-awal tuh..pas tuh okla sikit-sikit..tuh pon dah siap kene marah ngan hosmett (driving intructor - Zai yg comel)..heheh..thanks Zai.. belum amik gambar IC Ozzy lagik..lain kali la eks..Zar post kan.. adiozz

Atas permintaan kakandaku semah yg tersayang..nih gambar adik beradik keter ozzy (bukan gambar sebenar)..gambar sebenar OZZY..bumper dier dah cacat..keh keh.. tak berani nak drive lagi..tunggu org tere drive dulu yer…