Tiada kerje..kah?
Bahana tertidur lepas balik dari opis tadi..dah kul 12 pun mata segar bugar..penat kut..mtg the whole day pastuh stayback buat MAPS lagik..tup2 x leh settle pasal GM x boleh nak approvekan for my contracting..chey..esok kene bergelut lg dgn MAPS la nampaknya..
Nyway..sempat tgk satu movie HIndi td..Bak Sat Hei?..apa ntah tajuknya..tayang kat Astro Kirana..pasal conflicts jiwa..Ira was married to a drunk husband-Steve, bad behaviour-Steve’s friend Rahul always console her-then gradually they fall for each other-then there’s a conflict-steve tried to kill Rahul using Nikhil- Nikhil got punished for that-Rahul got limp-met and in love with Anu which is the love heart for Nikhil..bla2 bla..the geese of the story was spoken..but what I learnt from this are..
First, ruginya kalau kita sayang pada insan yang salah…Rahul was very gentle yet so loving and they are very match for each other..yet they can’t be together since Ira was married to Steve..Rugi shjkan they all built up that kind of feeling in the 1st place..then just break up..it hurts you know..penat jer nak makan hati then merana for the cinta yg x kesampaian..better not even to start at all..dah tahu pun bende salah kan..isteri org nak kacau buat apa..but I can’t totally blame those 2 jugakla..1st..laki dier jahat..2nd..perasaan kalau nak dtg..we just never know..
2nd..ada part in the movie when Nikhil shows his empathy and concern towards Ira..and the scene was photographed..well of coursela ada adegan the guy peluk and kiss the girl with concern..tapi gambar kan..manala nak tulis kat situ..hugging with dear concern!..yg ada just nampak as they all hugging with each other..of coursela kalau si husband ternampak..mahu x mengamuk lelaki tuh…this makes me thing..ya Allah bahayanya sentuhan sesama manusia..mmg betul sgtla dalam islam kita ada batas2 kita dalam pergaulan..kalau dlm gambar tuh they 2 hanya berbual..sure kurang mendatangkan syak..tapi well..kalau dah jeleous…jarak sedepa pon dirasanya dekat kan…haha..manusia..manusia..
Kita nih lemah sgtkan..selalu jadi mangsa perasaan kita sendiri.. kesian betul..just bayangkan perasaan org yang cemburu.. kawan tuh 
baru say hi pon dah x boleh terima..and kalau kita sedang marah pulak..apa yg betul pon dah x nampak..kadang2 marah x kene tempat pulak..hanya kerana salah faham…tapi I guess itu yg menjadikan hidup kita nih lebih menarik yer tak?..kalaula kita hidup nih terlalu plain pulaks..dari mana datangnya exciting in life..peak and low in life nih jugakla yg mengajar kita utk lebih bersedia dalam hidup2 yg mendatang…macamana kita nak handle dengan certain2 cabaran dalam hidup..itu yg mencorakkkan keperibadian kita kan.. huhu..as for myself..tataula sejauh mana have I change with life..and whether it brings to the good or worse pon Zar x leh nak conclude..lebih sabar kah? x jugak rasa hahah :p..lebih berani..mungkin..lebih tenang..hmmm ye ker?..or mungkin lebih fragile dari dulu..am I?… 
I just know at some point I’ve changed…and you might be the one who made me this way…
p/s: the tulips I manage to capture in the UK..sometime I would really2 miss UK..kenapa ye..
