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Hempehs..kalau dah nama perempuan..dengar ader sale jer..mmg tangan dah merenyam..lebih2 lagi JJ membership day. Awal2 lg Zar dah senaraikan list utk beli barang.. Limit utk berbelanja RM200.. ONLY!!..Yeahh rite..

Pukul 8.30 zar dah sampai JJ Mid Valley..hmm tak ramai lagi..of coursela..hari kerje nihs..eheh..so berserapankan sekeping roti pagi tuh zar round2 sambil cekau2 sorang2..tup2 dah nak kul 2 ptg..guess who I found? boleh laks jumpa Kat and wife, Sarah and mumu and Mega..

By kul 2 tuh Zar supppose dah kene balik..he he nak tgk BMBP..(jenama bawang di tv3) kul 2.30..tapi Q sikit punya panjang nak collect vouchers..and how much do I get? I got RM50 voucher since I spent RM500 that day.. lalallalllallall..there goes my December shopping..so by today I have another 21 days to live without charging my credit card…except for fuel of couse…how miserable….

Byk consequences rupanya lepas shppoing that day.. I’m not that happy pon after spending..pasal tak beli baju baru..I’m not happy thinking about the credit card bills..and not having a nice sleep after buying the comforter set (nice to see it laying on the bed but not while sleeping)…pasal..now I remember that I’m not really wearing the selimut before.. ayoyo thambi…

Aper-aperpon, dah janji kat kawan nak habiskan bayar credit card jugaks…to eat not to eat..wooh ye…malam nih nak tgk Nana Tanjung…Nana Tanjuuuung !

heheh…ntah macamana did I agree to this idea in the first place..byk2 tempat..me and my housemets had agreed to break fast at Tini’s office this evening..why? pasal nak makan ayam golek Pantai Dalam punya pasal…we tot nak pergi beli ayam golek tuh lama..so budget2 dalam kul 6.30 baru habis beli makan ker..tgk2 lengang giler..so dah habies beli makan by 5.30…owh..I forgot to mention yg kitorang keluar sharp at 5 pm pasal takut ‘jammed’…

Grrr.. So La nihs..che’ tgh dok melangut kat Opis Cik Tini la nihs..tatau nak buat apa..TV tadak..citer CD aper2 pon tader..lupa pulak alamat meebo utk connect dari PC nihs..nak dengar Hotfm pon tak bleh…abies2 che’ check email la kunun..padahal..email abieh check dah tadi sblm keluar opis..

Hmmm.. ader lagi satu jam nak melangut..takkanla nak tulis blog panjang2 kot? ker? nak citer aper lagik eks…Haaaa… semalam Zar berbuka ngan Laily..makan sate kajang kat Taipan, Subang…sampai sesat barai pasal masing2 tatau jalan..tapi at last sampai jugaks..bravo laily !!!

Adooiii sedap banget… ingat nak makan sate ajer laa..tapi alkesah Cik Laily punya kerja..dier pesan nasi goreng papril and milkshake..zar pon order gaks kueytiow ladna ngan mocha ice blended.. tanak kalah nihs…sate 20 cucuks..tak cukup ngan yg tapau lagi 20 cucuk dier..20 cucuk zar… eheheh.. habies2.. tersadai..sate sempatla makan dalam 5-6 cucuk jerr.. kueytiow lagi satu suap jer lagiks pon tak terlarat nak sumbat lagi dah… :D 

moral of the story..makan jgn ikut nafsu !! >:) So hari nihs..kita oder sikit jer :D..

menu of the day : ayam golek, tomyam, telur bungkus, nasi putih and ayer bandung !!! wahhh biler nak buka nihs… ader lagi 45 minutes to go…aper nak buat lagiks eks??????

Hoho..sengal..terbayangkan kesengalan masa Cik Ivy masuk ward 2 minggu lepas..gara2 penangan my bro, bobob..baru ingat nak kasik dier main2 stereng..sudah diwardkannyer Cik Ivy..Sorryla brother..no more eks.no more..

But Alhamdulillah.. Cik Ivy is back.. and guess what..in better shape..iyerla..itu bumper depan yg I tarah dulu..sudah licin…eheh…

Pk-Pk balik..mmg pernah ader niat nak tukar bumper depan raya nih..pasal teruk sgt torehannya..malu nak bagi sedara tgk raya2 nihs..tapi ingat tak jadikla memandangkan ekonomi kureng membanggakan.. aiceh..kalau ader duit pon che’ bantai shopping…tup-tup…kbanggggsss..

So in a way, I need to thank my bro la..claim tatau lepas ker tak..not even knowing the total cost for the repair…yg tuh PK kemudian..

la nihs..PK duit mana nak bagi duit raya.. duit mana nak bayar saman accident harituh..semua org compius kenapa aku kene saman..bukannya langgar org..kan..

Apo-apo jerla..to Cik Ivy.. Luv you so much..jgn bg che’ nervous lg ok..tak pasal2 jer trauma dok jd co-driver..ader seriau-seriau sikit…tapi will heal by time kot..harituh masa amik cik ivy dari w/shop pon agak berhati2 sjet..tapi balik KL dah pecut baliks..ehehs..tapi semenjak-menjak dpt speeding ticket last few months..skrg nih dah tak berani laju dah..laju sikit2 jer..

Esok..tanggal 16hb September.. Afie akan bertolak ke Kota London semula..kalau 3 tahun lepas kami pergi bersama..kali ni Afie gie bertiga..dengan mak dan ayah dier yg akan balik semula ke Malaysia..

Bestnyer Afie..Alhamdulillah..rezekinya dipermudahkan utk menyambung PhD kan Oxford..Jealous? of course!..but bukan kerana dier buat PhD (err..jealous jugak sebenarnyer kerana dier diberi keinginan dan semangat utk buat PhD)..tapi Pk pendek punyer jealous pasal dier dpt balik UK..ehe..

Kengkadang rasa mcm kufur nikmat sebenarnyer.. I’m sure I have all the capabilities of furthuring my study towards a higher level..cuma ‘jiwa’ tuh tade..kesian betul..tetiba teringat case mamat2 gay yg hensem2..cukup sifat semua..tapi tade ‘desire’.. hoho is that considered kufur nikmat as well..

Perjalanan masih jauh..I’m not a step closer to my ‘tujuan hidup’..as if I have any..hati yg makin tawar…future yg makin kabur..usia yg makin tua..ntah aper nak jadi ngan hidup nih yer.. I really hidup someday, I’ll find some lights to guide..and really hope that someday won’t be that far..

TO AFIE, GOOD LUCK DEAR..I know you can do it.. Luv yah!

Bosan..bosan..bosan…hari nih dah hari ke-3 zar melepaks kat office nihs..kepunden betul..bosan giler pasal tade kerje langsung.. tuhla..bulan lepas..time sibuk bertimpa-timpa..nih dah penghujung bulan nihs..tader kerje langsungla pulakssss….menunggu awal bulan yg org hectic giler biasernyer masa tuh..

Adoi..kusut la…rasa berdosa la pulaks..gie office goyang kaki..membazir jer TM bayar gaji..as taker said.."you’re under used !"

pernah tak kita kadang2 biarkan diri kita buat satu benda jahat walaupun kita tahu perbuatan itu salah..and then nak sedapkan hati..kita ckp kat diri sendiri.. alaa bende kecik.. hahah…makin hitam hati..

semakin hitam hati nih jugakla yg boleh kita hilang pertimbangan, terlampau mengikut kata hati, rasa depressed yg tak terkawal, tak tenang and mimpi yang pelik2..bercakap pasal mimpi.. I could not remember any single day yg Zar tak  bermimpi..pelik2 pulak tuh..terasa tak normal pulak biler my rumet ckp dier tak pernah laks mimpi.. tataula aper lagi yg zar silap..nak kata tak basuh kaki, biasernya Zar akan smbyg inya’ just sblm tido..hmm.. aderla nih yg tak kene.. mungkin diri yg semakin jauh…

dengan hati yg semakin kosong…takkut jugak biler pk-pk balik…Mudah-mudahan ader jalannya..ya Allah ..Permudahkanlah..

Hem..semakin liat nak update blogz kan.. bukannyer aper.. zar dah berarah mood utk update my fotopages instead of this blog.. I find it easier la..especially bab2 nak mengupload gambar.. bosan kan citer2 tade gambar.. so kalau tade citer 2 dlm blogs nih..bukan bererti saya telah tiada, bukan juga kerana saya telah terdampar di pulau or bukan juga sesat di hutan simpan.. adiozz

Ader member hantar email nih.. berkesan kat hati..especially dedicated for my best friend, Wani and Zarina..Up and down, it’s life !

Three Weddings in a row on last Sunday. Nampaknya masing2 tak nak melepaskan peluang in this scholl break season. The first wedding I attended is Herman’s..kat Taman Maluri..masa sampai tuh dlm kul 12.30 tghari…nak masuk pon malu2 pasal takut awal sgt sampai..mmg awal pon pasal pengantin keluar kul 2.00 ptg. Nak buat macamana..lepas tuh nak ke Majlis Isqi pulaks kat Bangi..So amik gambar pelamin jer.. Masa kat majlis nihs terserempak ngan Shah, Cheq and Oteq and his GF. So kitorang konvoi sekali ker majlis Isqi…

Majlis Isqi kitorang sampai dlm kul 2.30 ptg…ader juga nampak beberapa Taipingians..Hafiz Hassan, Ely, Babyrip and Hubby, Leni..dengar kata Nazi and Mai dtg juga..tapi kitorang tak sempat jumpa.. Hmm..gambar nihs Cheq yg amik.. oiii..tgn shaking..kabur gambar I… apo nak buek..itu jer yg ader..mmg hopelessla gambar that day..semua goyang..nih yg nak kene beli double anti-blur nihs.. uishhhh…

Then ke Shah Alam laks..hoho..org semuer dah baliks..tapi nasib baik ader beberapa table lagi masih open… hahah..

Lepas tuh beta balik rumah..penat giler…yg lain meneruskan perjuangan di Stadium Bukit Jalil..semngat nak sokong Myteam.. though kalah 2-1, Myteam mmg best.

Last but not least, tahniah to Haziq, Farhan and Didy AF4….they all mmg deserve it!

Hmm..sad..sad..lama dah tak menconteng…now I come with sad story..One by one is leaving INO and yet..I’m still here..

After En ZulQ, Syafa and Faizal were leaving in September, now En Syuk is following the steps..dengan siapa lagila zar nak mengadu lepas nihs..the best thing is that..both of the managers are the one closest to me.

harituh Zar terpk..remember about my obsession about joining the Satellite Group? Now I’m reconsidering…For my whole life, my footsteps are one of those of the very easy one..Alhamdulillah..and I always believe…kalau mcm susah jer utk zar capai sesuatu tuh..mesti ader something..maybe not a good path for me..It turns out to be always true.. Mcm Satellite nihs.. macam susah jer zar nak dpt..dah setahun dah…and I’ve put my effort..though a little… and tak dpt jugaks..there must be something wrong somewhere..yeah..actually I know where..

Hmm..takper..I just want to get along with the wind direction at the moment.. Insya-Allah sooner or later.. I’ll achieve the ‘unggul’ destiny..Well I really hope so.. just wait and see..